How Do I Become Motivated?

i have never been a very positve person. i am 21 living at home with mom and dad, work full time, and do not go to school. i took one class at a community college and dropped out aboout a year and a half ago. i guess i am afraid of failure since i never did well in middle/high school. i just feel like my life is going nowhere and that i should start going to school to get my self on track…but ive been holding it off for these reasons i guess. help me? and advice?

Suggestion:

Make yourself a plan. Have a reason to go back to school. Do some career research about what you want rather than blindly taking basic courses. You'll feel better with direction.

Not everyone needs to go to college, there are plenty of satisfying,respectable careers that don't require it. Don't push yourself to do it if it's not want you want and it isn't necessary to get what you want.