How Does Depression Start. What Are the Signs. Worried I Might Be Depressed. I Lack Motivation and Seem?

listless with no direction. I lost my first husband, got laid off (I couldn't find a job–no interview offers–I looked so hard), got engaged–but don't feel happy. I've moved in with my fiance to a new state to a small town from a big city (job prospects are next to nothing here) and I'm having a hard time adjusting to the move and to someone new. I just can't get motivated. I feel like my life is over when I haven't even really lived to begin with.

Suggestion:

http://helpguide.org/mental/depression_signs_types_diagnosis_treatment.htm

Take this condition seriously and make sure to talk to your doctor about treatment options.